It's like you spent the entire semester completing your thesis only to have your computer crash and you did not save an extra copy in a USB.
Perhaps it sounds a bit on the far extreme but that's how I feel now. I ordered a bowl of fish noodles, struggling to finish all the fish in it, vegetables and soup, not touching the noodles at all (maybe just one or two not mouthful but noodle), because I know I have to eat due to my gastric problem. And then I just vomited all out after that.
Somebody kill me please.
This is probably the first time my appetite has a strike for such a long time, and it started a week ago. It was always over one meal or a day and it usually resume back to normal after that. This round, not only food is not appealing to me, but I actually have this nauseous feeling after having a few mouthful. And trust me, it's not even I am not hungry. I am, just couldn't get food to pass my esophagus.
Just like this morning, dad gave me a plum and a banana on top of my bowl of cereal. I finished the plum, but halfway through the banana I can't. I find it so hard to swallow the remaining half and I literally have to force myself to finish the bowl of cereal. Last week, I kept chewing my food in my mouth and ended up spitting it away because I couldn't swallow.
If only they sell nutrient drips like the ones doctor gave you when you are admitted for dengue.
Sighs.
Perhaps it sounds a bit on the far extreme but that's how I feel now. I ordered a bowl of fish noodles, struggling to finish all the fish in it, vegetables and soup, not touching the noodles at all (maybe just one or two not mouthful but noodle), because I know I have to eat due to my gastric problem. And then I just vomited all out after that.
Somebody kill me please.
This is probably the first time my appetite has a strike for such a long time, and it started a week ago. It was always over one meal or a day and it usually resume back to normal after that. This round, not only food is not appealing to me, but I actually have this nauseous feeling after having a few mouthful. And trust me, it's not even I am not hungry. I am, just couldn't get food to pass my esophagus.
Just like this morning, dad gave me a plum and a banana on top of my bowl of cereal. I finished the plum, but halfway through the banana I can't. I find it so hard to swallow the remaining half and I literally have to force myself to finish the bowl of cereal. Last week, I kept chewing my food in my mouth and ended up spitting it away because I couldn't swallow.
If only they sell nutrient drips like the ones doctor gave you when you are admitted for dengue.
Sighs.
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