Once Upon a Time

Was housekeeping my phone and I found this.

And this.

I ended up crying in the washroom.

If I could go back in time, would I tell the me at 27 the future so today could be avoided? Or should I let her soak in that few moments of happiness she probably deserves to have?

Can’t believe this is 3 fucking years ago, how much things have changed. I no longer enjoy cafe hoping, does not drink coffee as often anymore. All for the same reason.

And Sharifah caught me tearing at my desk, asking me what email is so upsetting that I cry. Gosh.

I will keep writing so one day I can look back and see how far have I gone.