What do you do when you find your heart hurts randomly, everyday?
When you know it's not just an emotion or feeling, but a sharp pain you felt in the inside.
What do you do when you find yourself crying uncontrollably everyday?
Not just teardrops, but a wail or a sob.
What do you do when you find yourself having to rely on medication or supplement just to fall asleep?
What do you do when you find yourself driving lifelessly and nearly got into accident?
Not once but a few times in a day.
What do you do when you find out that taking deep breath will not calm you down?
What do you do when you know your world is crumpling down and yet you can't seem to pick yourself up?
What do you do when you find yourself faking a smile when all you feel inside is just plain numbness?
What do you do when the pain is too excruciating that you just wish that it stops?
Nothing. Absolutely nothing I can do.
My heart is too weak.
They say it's possible to die of a broken heart.
Not me, I wish.
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