All I did was cry and cry
Not knowing what to do
Not knowing how to feel
The next day I tried to hate you
But I found love for you instead
Love that is unconditional
Even though I just knew your existence
Chocolates are your favorite
I smiled secretly at the thought of you
Feeling excited for no reasons
Still unsure what to do
And then, you were gone
Forever from my life
A disbelief feeling
That a moment ago you are still with me
The grieve and the pain
My heart is truly broken
Not a day pass have I not regretted
What had happened to you
I couldn't comprehend
How this could be
This love is bigger than I thought
And it hurts more now that you're gone
If only I am more courageous
If only I am more firm
If only... If only...
I should have let you stay
I know you are in heaven now
Safe in the arms of God
And now I long to be close to heaven
Just so I can be close to you
I pray God will take away my sorrow
I pray God will forgive my sins
I am not sure if I will ever get to see you
I will leave this to Him to decide
You are indeed God-sent
To send a message to me
I promise I will be good
For the sake of my love to you
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