Dear Dave,
As I was sitting at the garden with Greedy, I looked up to the sky and saw a plane flew through. Tears rolled down as I remember tracking you flying back to Singapore from Penang, your plane flew over my house.
Today you said the sweetest thing ever. You said, “No one can fulfill my desire like you do.” As if it’s not enough, you added on to say, “Really de. Don’t think there’s anyone in this world that can have better sex with me.”
It’s bitterly sweet.
And now, you are asking me to share a Singapore property investment with you.
It almost feels like there’s a hook in my heart, and each time it got pulled, my heart ripped a little. Painful but not out. I actually felt this excruciating pain on my heart while doing the dishes, that I have to stop and hold my hands to my heart to ease the pain.
Psychological heart attack?
I told dad the other day, if I do not have any commitment in this life, if I got seriously ill or involved in a to-save-or-not-to-save situation, I rather not be treated/saved. I asked him not to waste the money on saving or treating me, and just let me go in peace. I understand human spent a lot of money to stay alive, because they have people in life that are waiting for them at home. It’s not that I don’t consider my family, but hey they’ll survive. Everyone will.
Another day passed, feeling empty inside. But thank you for making me melt, even if it’s just for a while. 😊
Love,
Grace
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