Realization

I have just read a girl's blog which I have been following for quite some years. Despite her not-so-great parents, she is the girl who has it all: looks, body, money.. I read her blog today, only to find out that her boyfriend had break up with her one month ago.



Ouch.


Okay. Honestly, I never thought this would happen. They seemed so in love, so lovey dovey. Yea, of course, they did have fights, and I don't know how serious their fight could be as she never says. But then, which couple does not have fights? I do, which I doubt it is fighting, as Willie and I doesn't scream at each other and fix things immediately.

Through her blog, I know she loves her boyfriend very much. And with the break up, I understand how she would feel: devastated, crying all the time, not eating, not sleeping.. Heartbreaking, hurting every moment, and feel like dying as each second passes...




And I thought of Willie. My relationship with Willie. Thinking back, I never thought he would like me. It started of with admiration, only to realise I am falling for him as time passed. He is the guy I am really serious about, the guy I would put in 200% of effort to make it work, the guy whom I care so much that it hurts when he is hurting.. No matter what his flaws would be, no matter what people says, he is the guy I wanna spend my life with...

I will never ever be able to bear the thought of not being with him one day. Believe it or not... He is the first true love.

Sometimes, we tend to forget appreciating and treasuring what we have. Only to regret when it's gone. I feel for this girl's pain, but yet I thank her for making me realise that I have a great boyfriend with me.



*I will always appreciate and treasure you, for you are the true love that God has given to me.*