Start of nonsense talk:
Why is it that you can't just tell me why are you buying so much food when I ask you? You just shrugged and smile, giving me that "what do you think" look. It's like you are hiding something from me, something you think that I shouldn't know, cannot know, must not know. Until I said, "It's for that person is it?", only you nodded your head and say yes.
Why is it you can't tell me straight away when I ask you? Why is it that you need to be so secretive about it? And it's all not cheap ok.. I'm paying for them. You could at least let me know.You might say it's just a few bucks. But right now, I am very very tight. I can't simply spend the money I have. Month of May is tomorrow, I still have rental and bills to pay. The money I have need to last me till I get home. So I'm quite careful using them. It's not that I mind buying for that person, but the fact that I'm spending my money on unknown reason. And you still wanna hide and be secretive about it. I feel I am bullied, violated. What the ....
It's funny that you still do not what I need. So I guess, from today onwards, I do not need to feel bad when you feel that I did not meet your need. Because, I remember, I told you that before. But I guess, you are too distracted and selfish that you didn't even bother to remember it. I think you don't even care, do you? It's always others first, then only people close to you.
I wonder, just wonder, will you be like this too in future? 'Cause if it's a yes, then I don't think I can take it. My heart is too weak.
- End of nonsense talk. -
Thanks for reading. Bye.
I care, as a friend...
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